??? Bluek!! Whateva!!!

You!!!!

Hey!!

Yeah!  Right!  Still......

and you said... yeah!  yeah!  I'm coming!  On the way!  Coming!

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Korang pernah x?  biasa la tuuuuuu.......

Have a nice day peeps!

Faith!

Lee Min Ho and Kim Hee Seon.. they're both gorgeous!!!!!

Imja,

When I first brought you here to this land, I was barely alive. As a warrior, death was always a part of my life but it was also something I fought against. I had a country to fight for, a family to protect, and a love to cherish for the rest of my days. But after the king I risked my life to serve took away that family and love from me, death was no longer an enemy but a friend I was waiting for. Life merely became a march towards death and I scorned all those who struggled against the inevitable. I closed my eyes against life, unable, no…unwilling to see the bright daylight that reminded me I was still alive while everyone I loved wasn’t. So when I couldn’t keep my oath to you, and you in your anger dashed toward me, I welcomed the blade that promised to shut my eyes forever.

Imja. I am sorry. I’m sorry for bringing you here and tearing you from your life in your world- from your family, friends, and safe haven. I’m sorry that I couldn’t send you back as I promised and you had to face danger and bloodshed here in my chaotic world. But I couldn’t see you then, because death began to envelope me and I welcomed it, in my despair, with open arms. I descended deeper into the frozen depths of my heart and sought refuge in the silence and darkness that I had long waited for.

But you. You unearthly creature. Somehow, someway, your voice broke through my frozen heart and you breathed life into me. I felt your warm tear on my face and your quivering lips on my own. I felt your fear and earnestness reach out to me, begging me to come back, to stay by your side as I promised, to keep fighting for life.

The sun was blinding that day when I opened my eyes. It was like I was seeing light for the first time in a very long time. I was opening my eyes to a new world- a world that had you in it. Death still waited for me around every corner but you were now the sword I could cut it down with.

But in truth, I was just waking to another foolish dream- a dream that you will be here by my side forever. Imja, you don’t belong here in this world full of bloodshed, death haunting your dreams. You need to go back to your world where you can sleep peacefully once more.

Imja, from the moment I realized I needed you by my side, I had to prepare to say goodbye. Time that seemed so endless when I was asleep, now races by me. So with every precious moment I memorize your face. I memorize the way you smile, the way you cry, and even the little frown line between your eyes that appears when you are intently patching me up. I’m even memorizing every heavenly word that you use, even though I have no idea what they mean. I want to remember everything about you- the way your hair felt on my fingertips, the way your fingertips felt on my arm, the way your eyes looked up at me with trust and hope, and the way you waved goodbye, saying “Come back soon.”

I know it was foolish to bottle up that flower. It will turn to dust, just like any other trace of you left in this world when you leave. But memories will remain and so will the lessons you taught me. I will be left alone in this world once again but you will remain in my heart as a shelter from the battles I will face. The wind will continue to blow, carrying your fragrance in the air, and the rain will continue to fall, washing away the blood on my hands. I will carry on, wide awake, just like the way you live your life. In that way, I will remember you, every moment of my life.

Goodbye, Imja. I hope death never touches your hand again. I hope that nightmares never haunt your dreams. I hope you will continue to smile and laugh that boisterous laugh of yours. And I hope, selfishly, that you will remember me as I will remember you.

Imja, will I ever say these words to you?

I love you.

Choi Young

Uuuuwwwaaaaa!!!! Toucchhiiinnngggg!!!! Very touching!  I'm melting here even though this letter is not for me... haish... wondering if this kinda guy really exist in this world?  haiisshh... i'm back to fantasy... Can't wait for Episode 21.  Those who are following this Korean drama surely know what i'm talking about.. those of you who are not... i'll talk about this drama later la in my next post.  I'm going crazyy!!!  uuuwwwaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!  Lee Min Ho!  Lee Min Ho!  Lee Min Ho!  Oh no!  No!  Shah Rizam!  Shah Rizam!  Shah Rizam!  Shah Rizam!  Haiya Jessy... do I have a choice?  Thanks for this Jessy... you really made my day.  

Ok.  Back to work!  Back to reality... sigh.....

When it's time.. it's time...

Assalamualaikum!

Sedang aku asyik dok khusyuk-masyuk buat kerja, tetiba pukul 10.30 am, hubby called cakap Ucu Awang meninggal.  Innalillah... Cam x caya je sebab setahu aku Ucu Awang sangat amik berat tentang kesihatan dia..dan dia x de sakit papa pon... cam.. betul ke ni?  tapi takkan la hubby nak tipu plak kan.  bukan dpt adiah pon kalau tipu.  so, dalam percaya x percaya tu, aku pon tulih email kat bosses mintak cuti nak pi Melaka nak pi visit wife Ucu Awang.. kami pangge Ucu Ya.  Sian Ucu.. dah la x de anak.. mesti sunyi Ucu lepas ni...

12.20 pm – I’m typing this in the car - on the way to Melaka to visit the family.  Sedih.  Sangat sedih.  Ucu was a very understanding and sporting uncle.  He was actually my hubby’s uncle but he’s like my own uncle.  Ucu Ya is also a very friendly aunt.  Never felt odd when I’m with them. 

Was so shocked when I heard that he passed away.  Coz he was a very active man and always took care of his health.  Not so sure what has caused the death but heard that he got a fit before he passed away.   The real story.. not sure.  This month, few of our relative and friends passed away.  Hmm… death… you’ll never know when it comes.  One second, you are laughing with them.. the next second… you’ll never know.. Sangat membuatkan aku insaf.  Banyak betul dosa yang perlukan pengampunan.  Sempat ke x ni? 

1.20 pm - Already in Melaka.  But still looking for Bukit Rambai.  Dok terpusing2.. ada terjumpa Bacang, Mangga.. Rambai x jumpa2.  Finally, lepas benti makan, hubby tanya kat orang kedai tu cemana nak g Bukit Rambai, baru la jumpa jalan yg betul... 

1.40 pm - Sampai umah Ucu Awang.. Nampak je Ucu Ya teruih pi terkam dia dulu.. sian Ucu Ya.  Era, anak sedara Ucu Ya tapi dibela dari kecil oleh Ucu Awang n Ucu Ya sampai la ni, dok tepi jenazah Ucu Awang.  Dok nangih lagi... Ucu Ya pon dok usap2 badan Ucu Awang... ye la.. orang yang paling rapat dengan kita dah x de.. sangat terasa... tempat kita bergantung dah x de... sangat sedih la kan.. tapi nak wat cemana... lambat atau cepat semua akan rasa...

Ucu Ya citer saat2 terakhir Ucu Awang.. sangat romantik dan sangat penyayang.  Dia cam tetau je dia nak pegi.. dia sempat selesaikan semua hutang piutang dia... alhamdulillah... nak senangkan Ucu Ya kalau Ucu Awang dah x de... memang cam tetau je.  Ye la.. Ucu Ya pon x kerja.. at least bila dia x de, dia x nyusahkan Ucu Ya.  how thoughtful kan!

Kalau Ucu Ya merajuk, Ucu Awang pon pujuk la... dia kata "X yah la gaduh ngan saya... Saya dah x de sesapa lagi.. saya ada awak sorang je..".  Menangis lagi Ucu Ya masa citer kat kitorang pasal saat2 akhir Ucu Awang... bergenang gak la ayaq mata aku dengar citer Ucu Ya.

Ucu Ya kata Ucu Awang x sakit.  Dok elok sembang2 ataih katil... Patutnya dorang nak hantar Era p masuk U hari ni.. so, Ucu Ya kata, "Eh! Dah pukul 9 pagi.".  Pas tu Ucu Awang kata, "Awal lagi ni.  ada masa lagi."  Lepas tu Ucu Awang tanya, "Arini ari Isnin ek?  Lambat betul masa berjalan.  Ingat dah ari Selasa.".  Ucu Ya pon tanya sambil bergurau, "Napa?  Apa speselnya ari Selasa?" Ucu Awang kata "Dah lama x berkayuh (basikal)".  Lepas tu dia pon berpaling dari Ucu Ya.  Ucu Ya pon pejam mata .. katanya niat nak tido balik sat tapi tetiba katil terasa bergoyang dan Ucu Awang macam mengeruh.  Ucu Ya tanya "Eh?  Awak ni kenapa?  Jangan la bergurau camni."  Pas tu Ucu Ya tolong pusingkan Ucu Awang so that dia dpt baring telentang.. mungkin lebih selesa.. Ucu Awang dah kurang mengeruh tapi muka dok berkerut2 cam menahan sakit.  Tetiba terasa basah katil.  Rupanya Ucu Awang terkencing.  Baru Ucu Ya sedar Ucu Awang betul2 dok sakit.  Terus Ucu Ya pi panggil jiran untuk mintak tolong.  X lama lepas tu, Ambulans pon sampai dan sahkan yang Ucu Awang dah meninggal.  

Sangat cepat semuanya jadik, memang x sapa sangka Ucu Awang dah x de.  Aku sendiri x dapat bayangkan kalau aku ada kat tempat Ucu Ya.  Jenazah tanam lepas Asar tadi.  Hubby tolong mandi dan kafankan jenazah.  Proud of him.  Lepas sembahyang jenazah kat umah, hubby ikut p kubur.  Aku dok umah je.

Kitorang bergerak dari sana pukul 8pm.  X tunggu untuk tahlil pon sebab kenangkan anak2 kat umah.  Sebelum balik, Ucu Ya kata, dia sedih bukan sebab Ucu Awang meninggal.  She's aware that everyone will die.  But she's not confident to face the loneliness that she'll feel after everyone has left.  Ye la..selalu ada je Ucu Awang.. memana pon Ucu Awang bawak.  especially sejak Ucu Awang pencen 2 months ago, nak pi kedai dekat pon diajak skali Ucu Ya ikot.  Dia kata nak macam masa bebaru kawen dulu... nak spent time together with Ucu Ya.  Hmm...

Sabar la Ucu Ya.  If I were you, I don't think I'll be as strong as you.   Kalau boleh nak elak, memang akan buat apa saja untuk elak.. tapi siapa la kita nak lawan takdir.. Hidup dan mati kerja Allah.  Kita x de kuasa nak halang benda tu berlaku.  

Semoga roh Ucu Awang dicucuri rahmat Allah dan bersama orang2 yang beriman.  Hope Ucu Ya kuat and tabah utk teruskan kehidupan.  Yeah.. I know.. berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul.  Tapi, setiap kejadian, pasti ada hikmahnya... Ucu Ya!  Fighting!!!!

Alfatihah untuk arwah...

Luar Nikah.... salah siapa???

Assalamualaikum!

so... salah siapa???? bayi2 itu kah???  Dalam filem pendek ni.. cer kira.. brapa banyak dosa besar yg dia buat??  nauzubillah... semoga keluarga kita sentiasa dilindungi Allah...amin...

Hahaha... lawak of the day!

Assalamualaikum!

Just wanna share this with you which i think - joke of the day!  I'm telling you this coz i have lots of experience with them!  Hahaha.. laughing out loud when I saw this photo taken by my darling.... ngeh ngeh ngeh!!! you make my day la laling!!!  My laling is attending a seminar ke training x sure... tapi he said, the speaker also late.... hahahahahaha... so sweet kan!

Oh!  Here's antoher crazy thing about train... hahaha... A lady urinates then shower in the train... hiahiahiah!  can't imagine if this crazy thing happens in KTM... I know she's crazy... lots of crazy peeps nowadays... hadoooiii... Baca nih....

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Bizarre footage has emerged of a woman seemingly wetting herself and then taking a shower while travelling on a New York subway.

In the video, the woman is standing with a friend in a busy subway car when she crouches slightly and appears to urinate.

 

To the disbelief of her fellow passengers, she then proceeds to get a gallon bottle of water out of her bag and gives herself a makeshift shower.

The woman, who is wearing a tiny floral jumpsuit and flip-flops, appears to be slightly distressed and tells passengers she needs to wash before meeting friends.

As other passengers start sniggering at her, she protests, 'It's not funny! I can't stay like this stink.'

A sarcastic woman unkindly chimes in, 'I know, right! People are so ignorant.’

All cleaned up, the woman’s friend hands her a pink bathrobe which she momentarily puts on before whipping it back off and liberally throwing on some talcum powder.

The five-minute video was uploaded onto hip-hop site WorldStarHip Hopon September 20, where some commentators suggested the whole thing was an attention seeking stunt.

Hahahahaha.. she's well prepared... like what people say... 'Sediakan payung sebelum hujan'.  Hahaha.. make sure you have a galon of water, slippers, bathrobe everything in your bag when you are travelling - no matter where you go... short or long distance.  Hadoi.. bawak pakaian si Dani je dah berat beg aku...

Ada video wei!  Tengok video lagi best.... click here to see the video ya! hahaha.. really funny!  Next time, buang dulu papa yg patut sebelum naik ketapi ek.... selamat pagi semuaaa!!! Let's chill outtt!!!